Sunday, 11 August 2013


Morning, the slacker in me has not got back to here but I must say I am still paying my debts off and am happy about that be it only a small amount each week it is still something !
My other main problem is my 12 year old son , this will sound harsh but I am at my wits end and some days wish someone would take him away.
After a family weekend away which is rare as I despise taking him out in public , a relative said something to me and I will be making another appointment to the pead to see about diff meds as the one he is on is helping with some symptoms but not the anger issues , the selfishness, the hate, the cursing, the violence and so much more. 
Sounds like a spoilt child ? Yes he very well could be but his behaviour shows otherwise. I am sick of being bruised and battered , I am sick of not being able to go out without him , I am sick of him annoying his siblings to the stage they get angry (which he wants) then I have to sit on him and hold him down then I get punched kicked , even bit last night. I have had pitchforks aimed at me, I have had sticks, stones you name it and I have had it thrown at me. He wrecks the house the furniture, he has no care for anything. He does what he wants when he wants . You ask why don't I discipline ? Well I do but he has no regard for authority ! This year for school he would be lucky to have gone a whole 5 weeks out of 20 plus !! I just cannot get him there , the meltdown is not worth it :( I am worried the department will come get me.
I have just finished a course and wish to open my own shop and make a successful business but I am so worried that I will fail as I cannot leave him home with his siblings, he will not go to school and he will just misbehave if he comes with me.
Oh how I would love a day of peace , no arguing (bickering is ok) a lovely day out  or even some time to myself.
But I just keep smiling and trying to go forward !!


  1. It sounds bloody awful TBH. Just for the schooling have you tried looking at Alternative Schools, if there are any in your area? Or perhaps home schooling. He would still have to do the work but the situation would be a bit less threatening and overwhelming to him.

    1. It is but there is good days :) Home schooling not a option as he gets to frustrate and then so do I . I teach him in other ways like when we go shopping or he works out costs on materials for me.