Morning, the slacker in me has not got back to here but I must say I am still paying my debts off and am happy about that be it only a small amount each week it is still something !
My other main problem is my 12 year old son , this will sound harsh but I am at my wits end and some days wish someone would take him away.
After a family weekend away which is rare as I despise taking him out in public , a relative said something to me and I will be making another appointment to the pead to see about diff meds as the one he is on is helping with some symptoms but not the anger issues , the selfishness, the hate, the cursing, the violence and so much more.
Sounds like a spoilt child ? Yes he very well could be but his behaviour shows otherwise. I am sick of being bruised and battered , I am sick of not being able to go out without him , I am sick of him annoying his siblings to the stage they get angry (which he wants) then I have to sit on him and hold him down then I get punched kicked , even bit last night. I have had pitchforks aimed at me, I have had sticks, stones you name it and I have had it thrown at me. He wrecks the house the furniture, he has no care for anything. He does what he wants when he wants . You ask why don't I discipline ? Well I do but he has no regard for authority ! This year for school he would be lucky to have gone a whole 5 weeks out of 20 plus !! I just cannot get him there , the meltdown is not worth it :( I am worried the department will come get me.
I have just finished a course and wish to open my own shop and make a successful business but I am so worried that I will fail as I cannot leave him home with his siblings, he will not go to school and he will just misbehave if he comes with me.
Oh how I would love a day of peace , no arguing (bickering is ok) a lovely day out or even some time to myself.
But I just keep smiling and trying to go forward !!